Inspiration

What inspires you? What makes you happy and fulfilled? These a major questions many of us take a lifetime to answer and will continue to be the source of what we put our time and effort into. This is a question that has been laid on my heart lately as i have faced a lot of discretion when attempting to answer it.

The answer i've found is that inspiration all stems from understanding what fulfills your heart in the deepest capacity. Although i don't act like it all the time for it it's the love that comes from God. Wordly things have proven to let me down far too many times and i have come to appreciate the unseen wonder of having a savior close by.

With this move coming in less than 1 month i am realizing the importance of relying on him alone to help guide me to my inspiration in love, job, and schooling. Granted beautiful scenery, a good run, a hug from someone i care about, all have their place in my life, with God together they formulate something to live for.

As i travel half way across the country i wonder if this is where god wants me? I feel like my answer comes from the inspiration and awe i have looking back on this past year and being able to thank him for all he has saved me from. He has guided me through many tough decisions and obstacles and for some reason a path is being laid out for me to move.

Whether it is my free will taking over or not he will teach me something regardless, and with trust will ultimately use it for my benefit. Im so grateful for where i am, the people i've met in Gresham and the people i have yet to meet in Chicago. My relationship, and the inspiration it's brought in my life so far.

Although new to this dating thing again i know i have been blessed with an amazing man who has integrity and treats me well. These things are from God and fulfill me in ways that worldly things can't. Im so happy to be writing again. this too brings me joy.