At a point of time in somebodys life they ask themselves what does this all mean. What does my life mean? Whether thats studying for a test,making some tough decisions or just living life we all face this question. In these times it helps to look around at the love and people we have to share our lives with and see that we make a difference to someone. But for some we aren't so lucky. Wheather its the wife whos husband travels, the mom whos kids graduated, or the college student just trying to make something of themselves we all get lonely and wonder, why?
Why did God think i would make a difference? Will I? What can i do to change this world. Lonliness gives you time to contemplate these things and although it wouldn't have been my choice im greatful for the silence. Sitting at home nightly studying, cooking, or watching old reruns alone in a new state, a new city and sharing my thoughts mostly with myself i see why people are so afraid to be alone. Its the qustions that come up when you dont have anyone to share it with, or the fear when you realize that even if you have someone they may be absent. Its the times when you feel the vulnerbility of why your important that you grow, change and if you want grasp for something bigger. Its the lonliness that propels me to want to succeed and change a life. Its hard and the erie silence can either make you sad that you dont have anyone to share it with or greatful for the time you have to think about yourseld for once and what you can do that will mean something.
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