Looking at 2010 in retrospect i want to embrace 2011 with open arms. Many people around this time make their new years resoulation lists. They set their hearts on making them stick and then forget about them a month or two later. This year i have decided against resolutions, and decided to make goals that will hopefully become more permanent overall. 2010 is a year that became much more clear in looking back on. I wasn't the least bit sad to see it go, but i know that i would not have asked for it to be any easier either. The hardships and the pain lead me to where i am now. It was a lot of days full of broken dreams, unfufilled desires and hearache, but each dream lost was another opportunity opening up. If i would have never gone home from college, tried to travel on mission trips, and eventually moved back home i wouldn't be living in Chicago.
It's crazy to think what all can change in a year. Life moves way too fast and it makes me realize that if you dont appriciate the people in your life and each day you have for what it is, eventually you will always find yourself living in retrospect always wondering what you could have done differently. This year i want to love fully, appriciate my family and friends deeper, work harder and love myself more. I want to live without fear or regulations on myself. I want to laugh more than i have before and work towards graduating college. I am ready for a new year and a fresh start. Aren't we all?
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